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Name/Nickname: Kelvin @Kelv
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aRgHHHHH i'm in such a dilema.... this sux... why is everything so difficult.... today is the first paper and it is essentials of infocomm technology... haha... it's one of the papers that i most feared becos it got a lot of things to memorize... i realli hope that i will be able to pass and dun take sub-paper or retake... hahax... tmr is my html paper... i'm quite excited becos i realli hope to do well in this module and hope to get an A for this module... becos i already got a B for the project and if i do well for the paper i will be able to get an A... haha... so i'm looking forward... i have more confidence in my this html paper rather den my essentials of infocomm tech... haha... sian... maths paper is coming on thursday... it's so scary sia... dunno whether i can make it anot... i'm most scared about my stupid essentials of infocomm and maths... these 2 are so scary... haha... i'm not relax with html but okaes also with java... haha... these all will end next tuesday... yippie.... i will be going back to yuying on friday becos it's mrs pang's birthday and we're invited back by our juniors... it's also darling's birthday... early hapi birthday to you darling... hahax... i am also in a dilema because i'm actually faced with something tat i dunno i wanna attempt anot... becos project superstar is having their second audition... i'm in a dilema bacos i'm not sure if i wanna join... i realli feel lyke joining but i'm a little afraid that i will not do a good job.. i'm also very afraid of being rediculed but there are many pple who are supporting me... haha... so i will realli think it through becos it can be realli a very good experience for me.. haha... with so many pple supporting me... i think i will think it thru.. haha.. i will update more in time to come.. hehe... =)

stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss....... this is the onli word to describe me now... it's has the best meaning... because i'm realli stressed up in my life.... i feel so bored too... exams are coming... it's so sucky... i hate exams... they are so scary... the thing tat caused me to be a little upset has been cleared and i'm feeling a lot better.... now i reali wanna say sorry to didi tat pls pardon dage for being very fan... i noe i am... so sorry.... haix... yesterday was yan qi's birthday party... we actually met to pick up her satay and otah and also bought drinks for her bbq... den we all met to go to downtown east to celebrate her birthday... esther was sick so not able to go... *esther... exams coming.... get well soon kaes..... =) * den we all sat inside the chalet and den play some games... den also they went to the arcade and cheers but me, dage and darl stayed in the chalet and tried to get some sleep but was not able cos gotta help yan qi go carry things... haha...den after tat we went help prepare things and things lyke tat... den everyone started to come... haha... i was a little shocked at how many pple.. there was realli a lot of pple... den i was a little anti-social cos i walked away and sat alone... den went back and went jalan jalan awhile with eric and didi... den was quite troubled by somethings but after the walk i felt better... den we walked back and den after a while... i wanted to take a walk at the beach... so i asked darl to go with me.. the moment i knew almost the whole class was following me... i was so surprised at how many pple... haha.. den we played along the way and sat at the rock near the sea... haix... so stressed up... den i wanna apologize to didi for disturbing him and bothering him... den we all wne tback to the chalet and i helped to bbq the rest of the food as there was quite a lot... den i gave them all the our class pple.. haha... den we cut cake arnd 10 plus den dage had to leave so he left... den we stayed until 10.45... during that time yan qi was smashed with fudge cakes and water bombs... den erics and didi became the victim also ... haha... eric wanted to make me a victim too but too bad... his phone was with me... so he couldn't do anything... haha... it's was okaes la but mebbe everyone was having exam stress so no one was really in the mood to party... haha... sorry yan qi.... but thanks for giving us time to relax... haha.... tat's abt all ba... not much to say le... sorry to all those i offended by my attitude or bothered you.. sorry.... =)

this few days have been realli sucky for me... i realli hate my life... haix... i dunno why i wanna act magnanimous where by i'm not... haix... mebbe because i feel that i shld do so ba... yesterday... i was home playing com in the morning and den went to third aunt's place to pick-up the electronic dictionary... was quite surprise to see my cousins at home... den my grand-ma said something tat realli made my day but i decided not to say... haha... den i went home and on the way and saw my cousin, judith, at her house downstairs... she was just back from school... haha... den i went to heartland mall's popular to get some stationary... haix... was quite ex actually... den went to buy some food and went home... den played com and studied a bit for the whole night... it's was quite tiring and bored yesterday... den today... i met clement, isaac and chu jun to study... i actually onli studied a little bit today... haix... no mood to study... dunno why... den i ate 2 meals in macdonalds today... haix... growing fatter le... haix... den went to jalan jalan in heartland mall with eric a while... den also went to play arcade with clement and isaac... den went back to mac and den went home.. something happen tat is out of my expectation tat make me happi for a moment... den i reach home and played com... now i am tired and just fully tired... i'm just tired of everything and i realli hope to clear everything out of my mind... haix... den when i was playing maple... i am realli sadden by something but i do not wish to say.. cos i dun think it's necessary at this point... my feeling at this very point is super duper sad and feel lyke crying... but i wont cry... i have to be strong and magnanimous... things may not go my way but as long as you are happi... i dun mind being the bad guy... as long as you have a good time in the future with tat person... i will be happy to give you my blessing and become the bad guy in your memory... wad i say sometimes may not be from my heart... but i gotta say so becos i think if it's for you good... i will do it so tat your future is secured to be full of happiness and not sadness with me... i have to be strong so if i acted strong in front of you.. i'm sorry.... cos i need to do so... i have to be more matured and think of the future although i dun need to but i still did... hope my decision will bring you joy and happiness... but if this decision is wrong... pls direct me back if you are willing to... i hope i've made the right decision... thanks kor for your advice and didi for your concern.... i will be strong and move towards where i shld go....

i'm here to update again.... yesterday... i actually went to school in the morning with didi... i was suppose to study and i did at least a little... haha... den i did on maths and some little things came up and affected my mood a little... sorry didi and si hui.... den i went to meet miss tay for the calculators' stickers.. den i also met mdm loh at the helpdesk for our java paper but she wan them to come take themselves... sorry guys... so i went to take mine and ask didi and si hui to come down to get their paper... i failed my java test... haix... i got 12 marks out of 50... this realli cause my grades to go down le... haix... i'm one of the lowest scorer for this test... this feeling sux la... i realli feel so lousy and useless... why i have to fail my array test??? why didn't i work a little harder and mebbe i will pass it... haix... why?? i dunno.... den mdm loh keep shooting me abt my logic tat i dun have logic... haha... anyway it's true... cos i realli fail my logic... haix... den we went back to the project room and pack up and leave... hahax... sorry didi to show you a bit of attitude yesterday... den i went dinner with didi at the school behind there... haha... okaes la.. .the food was not bad... den we went to ang mo kio to walk walk a while and den went back to yio chu kang to purchase bus stamp b4 going home... den when i reach home i just bath and went to nap awhile... woke up arnd 8 and den went to play com... den play until 12.30... den i went to study a bit... den watch yu le bai fen bai... hahax... den it was on S.H.E... my fav cos i lyke selina a lot... haha... so i went to sit in front of the tv to watch... den after tat i went to sleep... today woke up and realise gotta help grandma so text sam to tell her say i cant meet her le.. actually gotta mett them study but no choice cannot go cos bro got exam... haix... den stayed home the whole day lorx... den i play com and supervise my bro to study... haix... den some little problems came up and realli affected me but i will do wad didi always tell me... i will forgive and forget... hee... den i was a little tired so went to nap at 5 and woke up at 7... so sian... den play com again until now... just finished playing maple and lvl up my mage... haix... so sian... just change my song... hope my everyday life will be lyke the song that says... i'm gonna have a good day... haha... okaes... gotta stop here... God bless... see you guys soon... hee.... thanks kor too for your small little help in maple... and didi too for being there for me... hee.... kudos to you guys out there in IT0608, bec, ex-yuying sch frends.... =)

this few days have been realli a very tiring few days again.. let me tell you all wad happened... on tuesday.. i went with didi, clement and isaac to gym... haha... we met at 9am... den we gym until arnd 10+ or 11... den we went for breakfast... went to a nearby coffeeshop... den we also went to didi's house to play the com... we played O2jam... hahax... it's a nice game although hard to play... hee... den after that eric came arnd 1 plus to borrow somthing from didi den we all went home... den i went to work at arnd 4... was late.. haix... but was sick... i realli feel tired and sick this week... hahax... den i worked until 10pm... so bored sia... so i went home after that and i also have to work the next day.. sian sia... national day also must work... haha... so i work the next day at premium... i was actually suppose to work from 11-5 but dunno why my schdule was from 11-10pm... haix... den i also followed my schedule lorx... so i worked with ben and firdaus... hahax... it's so much fun to work with these two guys... hahax... so i worked until 10 which is so tiring and boring... den i missed both the national day parade and also the singapore idol spectaculars... so sian... den the next day i had school so i was in school from 9-1... so after tat i went to have a haircut... this time my hair looks a little funny... a bit funky and a bit wierd... hahax... i also dunno how to discribe... den after tat i meet didi for my game thingy.. den went home to bath and play games... den i watch the singapore idol spectaculars which my family recorded for me and after tat i watched the result show... it was so lame.. rahima was voted out... this sux... it should have been paul and not rahima... hahax... but nvm... den it was today.. so bored again.. i didn't go gym with them cos i was not feeling well... scared later tmr no need work... so i went to school for the lesson at 1 and came home from the lesson at 2 plus... quite lame la.. den i came back to play the game,audition, with my classmates... lol... it's fun to play with so many pple... haha... so later i went to sleep.. den at arnd 8 i woke up and play game and watch tv until now... hahax... okaes... gotta go le.... daddy scolding liao... update soon... tmr gotta work... haix... hee.... =)

haix... just read didi's blog... and realise someone has caused him to be sad... this person is realli too much... i realli pity my didi... this person is realli very sucky lorx... you think you're so great also mehx.... onli dare to tok on msn... not in face... den you also very lousy and sucky la... say you will return every penny that you've borrowed when you're wealthy... dun think you will get wealthy cos tat day will NEVER EVER COME!!!!!!!!! pple lyke you are meant to be poor and be sulking all your life... you this type of pple is everyone detest and NO ONE wanna be your friend... this type that will onli be a burden to everyone... so i suggest you just get lost and dun be a burden to anyone especially my didi... and you still got the cheek to say you just use him... i tell you... he is a great guy... you will regret one day that you've done so.... you will realli be so sad that you will be remorseful your whole life... wad is his english is not good??? i dun think yours is that great too... but say others when you're not capable of.... JUST GET LOST AND DUN BE A LOSER... just becos he is better den you and you say all these things.... you are just a sucky LOSER!!!!!! just a LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haix... this daes... i just feel so tired... and i dunno why... cos mebbe it's all the proj work and also all the stress from all the test and quizes... no one realli is not tired in my class and i'm not exempted... but wad to do?? we still have to carry on with life.. hahax... sometimes... got some pple got no life one... lyke to copy pple and imitate wad they do... haix... i realli cannot understand these type of pple... they realli cause me to be dumbfounded... abt today, it was realli a day... cos my grp actualli met at 8am in sch to do proj... den all went to do proj at project room 3... so we did from 8-10am... it was quite boring for me as i didn't have much to do... den we went to the discussion room we booked but the person asked to swop with us.. we were lyke wth... but nvm... we still swopped... den darl wrongly took the wrong room key... den they still have the cheek to come and tell us that we got the wrong room... it realli pissed us all off... den we went to so proj until 11am... den we took all the things to the tutorial room while we had tutorial there... den from 11-12... we had 1106 tutorial if you noe wad i mean... den after that i help kor to take his lappie cos he got some NDP thingy... so i went to orchard to accompany esther to new urban male to buy something... den we went to the warehouse sales at tampiness road as i dragged them along... den we went to eat at eddy western... still think they're the best... den after that took 53 to clement house.. den we went to clement house to do proj... den clement's dad came back at arnd 5 plus... den he went downstairs to get some food for us... he is realli very nice... den kor came at arnd 9 plus... den we continued and clement's mum also came back after having dinner with clement's dad... his mum is realli a very nice lady... den she is so friendly and nice too... hehe... den clement sis came back and also was friendly and nice... den we continued to do until arnd 11... den darling had to go home... den esther and me left arnd 11.20pm... hahax... so funny sia... den now samuel is gonna go home and kor dunno wad time will finish his part... mebbe will stay at clement house or go home... i also dunno... den just now esther is so bad that i called her basket... she realli basket sia... tok to her wont reply de... haha... den i also label her as dumbass and darling as dumb dumb... haha... today is realli fun... think we can keep living this lifestyle... hahax... think we realli need a break... hey guys... after our 1193 project presentation den we will realli go and play hard kaes... we can also go chomp chomp to eat... hahax... i wanna say a big THANK YOU to MISS TAY SIEW FONG!!!! miss tay... you realli helped us a lot... realli thankful... hehe... hey guys... jia you... another few days onli... we can make it and get a good grade... JIA YOU!!! GOd Bless...

this few weeks have been such a great tiring week... we had so many things to do... just becos we have so many porjects to hand in.... this sux.... we are realli working lyke hell..... this week we had to hand in our marketing proj and i was the leader... i was realli trying my best to work it out cos i tried to check their progress and also coordinate everything... it's realli hard but fun with those guys... den tuesday we had to wear formal wear to school and den we took a cab cos it's hard to not sweat in formal wear and it's so early in the morn with so many pple... den we had to skip the lec just to get the proj out... the powerpoint i did some the night b4 until 12 plus... den realli no choice... den go sleep de... den i also tried to do my part by finishing up the powerpoint la... but they all chipped in and we did our best... so guys... dun be disheartened... WE TRIED OUR BEST!!!!! so wadever the outcome is... we did our best... we can be able to account to ourselves.... den this week we also had to actually hand in our 1193 proj... this proj is a module by itself and it's very important... we are very worried abt it... so we're all trying our best to do it well... den on tuesday night... we stayed over at samuel's house... it was realli a little rash decision cos we decided it last minute... den we all went over and did our work there... den actually we were supposed to do work... we play and do at the same time... hahax... den it was time for darl(yati) to go home while we go for dinner... so arnd 8 plus, 9 plus.... we went for dinner as well as darl... den after we eat.. .we walked her home and after tat we called si hui who stays very near to darl... hahax... den after tat we went back to samuel's house to do the proj.. den we did and esther went to bath... hahax... a little stud stud cos we were going out for prata.. so arnd 1 plus we watch yu le bai fen bai... hahax... so funny sia... den we went out for prata at arnd 2 plus... den we walked all the thompson there to eat prata... but i didn't eat cos got no appetite... so i just drank a drink...den we walked all the way back to samuel's house again... den it was so lame... cos it's not a 5 mins walk.. den we went back to do the proj... den at arnd 5 plus... we were all tired but we all tried to keep ourselves awake... but suddenly samuel just went down on a pillow and sleep... this realli pissed me off... cos everyone is trying hard not to fall asleep but he just sleep there... den until arnd 8am... we were all tired and exhausted... den he woke up... it was so hard to get him to wake up... den the 3 old ones... brandon, me and esther was not realli keen in going school so we all went back home to sleep... while clement and samuel went to school... so i slept and played com in the night... today was quite a funny day... we did our 1193 proj today... den we actually took some pictures and it was all so funny...cos we were all trying to 'act cute'... den we also fooled arnd... den today also had java test... was realli sad cos some of the things i studied came out but i cant remember... haix.. think i let her down le... sorry... i think this time i cannot pass le... sorry to lose that 1 point... haix... realli a little sad that i cant do well for 1209... stupid test make me get a B grade... sux... den today he bullied my didi... stupid idiot... idiot CKP!!!!!! dun bully my didi kaes... if you bully him i will pluck all your hair off... so stop bullying him... and dun disturb him with those hurtful words anymore... i will stab you back if you do it to him.... you suck!!!!!!! okaes... i dun wanna let my anger get the better of me.. i will stop here liao... just hope everything will go well... GOd BLEss...