Tuesday, September 19, 2006
just not a day for me..
haix... i'm feeling sad at this point again... why must i always feel sadness before i go to sleep... just now in maple my party members dont listen to me has caused me to feel so frustrated.... den in a msn conversation get scolded... haix... why everytime it happen to me??? am i so detestable by you guys??? if i am den i will just leaveand stay away... i wont be a bother or burden to you all... i will go for the better and nv to disturb you guys.. but do you have to always scold me or criticise me... why must you always do this type of things to me??? i treated you so close to me and you do all this to me... den wad's brothers for??? if it's for you to scold and criticise den i would prefer not to be brothers with you at the start.... i'm so freakin sad now la... i dunno just now said tat out of a playing spirit or wad but it reali hurts me a lot.... haix.. why must you do this to me?????
SCARED!!!! result will be out on wednesday... pls pray for me those who are looking at my blog... hope i can do well and pass all my modules... especially 1106 and 1101.... haix....
=nivlek=
_entering land of loneliness with tears..._