Wednesday, September 20, 2006
time for a change...
haha... today woke up and realise so many pple called me while i'm asleep... haix... den was online and now i think i need a change in life... which is the live with a slogan for myself which is "silence in golden"... pple are saying that i'm too noisy and too talkative... and too chatty... okaes... think i will be a quiet and cool person now ba... in order to be closer to that person/ people i think this is necessary... mebbe i talk too much ba... mebbe it's time to keep my mouth shut for some time and mebbe lyke pastor always says " put a santuary at the foot of my mouth"... think i will start doing it from now.... think it will help tat person/ people to "lyke" me more and mebbe wont detest me ba... i just hope so... hope i will be able to change and be more quieter.... sorry for the sudden change of song becos i suddenly decided to change it last night... it's realli a song that touches my heart and realli is meaningful... it is realli speaking from my heart and also realli toking abt wad i'm feeling... tat i realli feel tears welling up but have to perservere to keep them inside... haix... why have tears welling up... i also dunno... dun wish to say also... well, things are better not said or else it may destroy some relationship... i dun wanna soil any of my relationship with anyone so i choose to be hurt myself w/o saying... so pls understand and i noe many of you will scold me foolish but i would rather be hurt den to hurt others... if you noe me well... haix... okaes... think i dun wanna say anymore... Good Day to Everyone.... =) =nivlek=