Saturday, September 16, 2006
..... why must it be mE???
haix... why this happen??? why everytime must it be me?? i dun understand why everything tat goes wrong wil be blamed on me?? i just simply dunno why... just quarreled with one of my frend yesterday... i very childish argument becos of some very simplelilistic(if there's this word) things and we are quarreling lyke no body's business... i realli didn't wanna tok abt tat matter as i thot it as quite a lame thing to quarrel over but i dunno why in the end we quarreled... if wad you wan is my apology rite... fine... i will say sorry to you... but i think that i have done nothing wrong... so i wont admit.. but if you need the sorry... i can say that... i dunno why you're so uptight abt it... it's not as if i did something so wrong that made you feel so frustrated and agitated.... pls... i din't wanna quarrel but you forced me to... i realli didn't expect this to become lyke tat but i dunno why... mebbe we've all changed... so we dunno each other lyke last time... haix... wad i can say is that the friendship we had has gone and it is now a different one.... sorry to all those who are in this "story" but i didn't tell you... _gOoDbYE oLd tImEs_ =nivlek= (rEgRets)haix... feeling a little disappointed now.... am i realli such a person tat pple loathe or pple will categorize me as troublesome??? am i realli so bothersome tat is so irritating to you or you all?? haix..im realli sorry but i have no choice... this is the real me... i dun wish to show a different me tat a lot of you would'nt noe... just hope tat you all will understand my stand and give me yr understanding... tat's al i need... =nivlek=(sOrRoW)i dunno why recently either i quarrel with pple or i will be said by pple... why is this happening to me?? i just dun understand... either i bicker or pple will use words to characterize me... haix... am i realli so unlikeable to you tat you need to say that of me?? i dun think i will do tat... it may not mean a lot to you.. but it does to me... haix... sorry if i offended you all kaes... i dunno wad's wrong.. just hope someone was there for me... =nivlek= (sAdNeSs)