Tuesday, October 24, 2006
haha... things are getting clearer...
Things have been quite a mess for me... i have been a bundle of nerves these one week plus... have been thinking abt many stuffs and also have been trying to figure out many things on my own... i always thot i have been so lonely and alone that everything will not go my way... i always thot why things are always against me and nothing i do will be right... but recently, i realise that i cant please everyone... things may not go my way but as long as i can account to my conscience.... i will be proud to say i did it and will do wad i need to do... i have been very lonely for many days but i have realli been so foolish and very blind... becos the pple arnd me are getting worried and things lyke that... i realli thank you all for the care and advice you all gave me... i have been trying to listen to your advices... thanks clement, da ge(edzz) and qi...you all have realli been an encouragement and also been an inspiration... and also others but i am just mentioning a few... thanks everyone... i will try and live a better life and be more happy... and try and be the past kelvin that you guys noe... but dun worry.... i nv changed... =)
yesterday was a very funny day... in the morning i woke up and played com the whole morning cos i was quite bored... den i went to sch in the afternoon... when we were attending the lab lesson... was chatting with yun ru, my 10 years frend, and den finish the lesson but quite bored... den went to FJ to eat a bit of yong tau foo with just soup onli and esther, isaac and samuel also did the same and chu jun too... wahaha... den after that went for the night lesson which was super dumb... den i walked with esther, yi xian , didi and eric to the bus-stop... they accompany to wait for cab but they were also waiting for their bus... lol... so i got on a cab and headed for marine parade... to go for my grand-aunt's birthday celebration... i reach thr in abt 30-40 mins and the cab fee was 12 bucks... nei nei de... den i got send to the dumb children table that has food tat is not nice... but nvm... i got a bowl of shark's fin, some duck meat, the yam paste... woohoo... these are just some very nice dishes... den we finish the whole thingy at arnd 10 plus and reach home by 11 plus... the cake was not bad also... haha...
todae i woke up early and met clement at 10.30... den we went to PS first to get his phone fixed... they're gonna fix it for 2 days... omg... so lame... den we went walking arnd while waiting for esther... den we saw jasmine(my ex-senior) and she couldn't recognise me... lol.... den went and walk past flesh imp and didn't see ah-ma(siow ting) thr and she call out to me... haha... shocked me... den after that went and meet esther and her bf... den we walk all the way to the S11 thr to eat.. den after tat went to heeren's num to get something... i went to get a slipper and esther too... den this time the ez-link card thingy didn't work... KNS... ****.... den i was lucky cos i saw my ex-boss, calvin, thr... i was a little pai seh to see him but he was very nice and still ask me abt my money issue... den when he saw me at the counter... he ask me got no card izit... den he ask the person give me 10% discount... omg... tat's whyi still think calvin is the best... no wonder 3 boss i also good with one... opps... den after tat we went to vivo and meet yan qi thr... den we walk walk and walk... den we let yan qi go work and den we went home... haha... so tat's how i spent today and it was lyke sardine at vivo... so many pple... haha...
*hope everything will be fine and it will all be a new start from tmr onwards.... =)
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