Wednesday, November 22, 2006
okaes... i'm back to update again... this time i update wil a heavy heart... cos got so many things happening... i feel so tired and lethargic every day when i wake up to go school... i realli dunno why but i feel so tired... mebbe becos not onli abt school stuffs ba but also abt my relationship with everyone i noe... it's kinda tiring me out and realli giving me probs....next thing i wanna say is that dun ever be the good guy.... it's nv good being the good guy.... everyone will misunderstand your motive and give you attitude... i dunno why everytime i do something intending it to be good... pple will not take it as good and show me attitude... i dunno why they are so stoopid.... i dunno why i dunno why i'm so stoopid to go and plan all these just for wad?? for a dumb stoopid attitude face to show mi tat you're unhappy.... if you're so unhappy rite... i'l stop planning le... you asked mi to plan and when i do so... you're not happi... wad if you are the star... does it mean that you can show your displease as and when you lyke... pls... i'm doing you a favor okaes... if i'm not i wont even wanna care abt this thingy la... if i knew it would end up lyke that... i wont wanna plan this le... plan it with so much effort but you can bear to blame me and show mi your dumb attitude... i realli got nothing to say le... YOU WIN!!!!!just dunno why everytime i gotta go thru all these... dunno why my intentions are always misunderstood and also taken as evil intentions... i nv wanted to cause all these things... i do everything becos i realli wanna do it with my heart but you all doubt my sincerity and even ignore and show mi attitude... i realli got nothing to say le... i've done my part as a friend but you dun feel it... den so be it... i will just do my part and i will not forget this lesson learnt..... to that special person.... sorry for everything i'm doing now... i gtg do it so as to allow something to happen between us... i realli had no choice to do it against my will.... hope one day you will understand my meaning....