Friday, November 17, 2006
this is just an update abt wad has happen since the last update ba... these few days have been tiring and very emotional... things haven been realli moving smoothly and everything is still very blurry and uncertain... things have realli been very sucky and also stoopid.... these few days have been just tired tired and more tired becos of all my proj tat are piling up and also assignments tat is due very very soon... many things have happened and i have been trying to figure things out and decide whether wad i shld do and also whether it is my fault... i realise that many many things have happen and i realise that many pple are getting involve themselves with no one pulling them in... they are throwing themselves into this mess... it was actually very simple but i dunno why they made it so complicated??? they are all so so bothersome and also too busybody... i dunno why pple are so kaypoh tat they wanna poke their nose into matters that does not concern them?? why shld they be so kaypoh and also so busybody to go and take other pple's matters into their hand?? i just dun understand... i realise that i shld be more wary of the pple around mi... there are a few pple arnd me who are actually more of a hinder den a help and it has realli worsened the situation... things have actually been well till ystd... it was a little too over ystd but everything is fine now... but i will not let things get in my way... i'm so shocked to see that pple arnd mi are actually trying to ruin things that is going good for mi... i dunno why... i dun think it's anything else but just that they are jealous... i dunno wad's wrong with their dumb mind that they are trying to ruin my happiness but poking their dumb ass into my matters... *just a note to them.. Dun let mi noe wad you're trying to do or i will not let you off so easily.... i noe that i seem very affected and very agitated... and yes... i am... but i will not let these things get in my path... i noe i'm harsh but i hope you noe who you are and stop doing those stoopid stuffs that are causing pain to others... pls get out and stop torturing others and make yourself happi... just stop all these nonsense and dun make us hate you guys... i realli dun wish it will go to such a stage.....*thanks kor, brother and a few of you who actually conforted mi when i was down and upset... i realli appreciate it... thanks.... =)
