Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Here i am to deliver my latest post.... On saturday night... went to samuel's hse to do proj and we reached thr arnd 12 plus... becos we ate dinner and waited for kor.... den we actually played at the playground thr.... den after went to his home when kor came and find us... den we actually went thr at arnd 12 plus... den we settled in and at arnd 1 plus we starteing to eat some tidbits and start to do somethings... den esther went to bath den i use her com... den we continue to do our individual stuffs.... den i did my marketing stuffs and they did their research on the java thingy... so we slowly did until lyke wad was 4am... den we actually chat online, played a bit of games, watch some clips and also slack.... den at arnd 6 plus... kor start to fall asleep... den we also were very tired... den we at arnd 6.45... we went to the sofa thr and esther slept on the sofa and kor slept on the floor... i also felt quite drowzy and tired so i slept next to kor.... den we actually fall asleep and woke up arnd 8.30... so damn tired den.... den samuel's mum cooked some bacon while his maid cooked us sausages and eggs... it was so nice for breakfast... den kor bathed and esther made her hair... we went home after that... den at night i did our marketing report... den ystd... we had our presentation... my grp met up at 8am... to do.... but wad the tcher said was that ours was not well done and things lyke tat... i was realli disappointed and sad... but den miss brenda felt lyke i was angry... wahaha... i weren't... just a little downcast... den we went to ang mo kio and den ate thr and went to ang mo kio hub.... lol... den we went back for DCN but it was so so dumb... becos the lecturer say it was a revision lecture and if we're not interested or are already sure can go home... it was lyke WTF la.... haix... den i came home after that.... as for today... i didn't go to sch becos it was quite boring... so i didn't attend... den i stayed home lorx... i didn't realise that many of us didn't go also... i onli knew that est, yan qi, samantha and mi didn't go... the rest i am not very sure... haha... why i didn't go was sort of becos i was tired ba... tired of many things.... also a lot of stress... so i was not very keen to go school todae... den i have been feeling so so so sad and upset over many stuffs and also doubting many things including myself... i also start to think too much and also start to suspect many stoopid stuffs... haix... think i realli think too much... i always do... haix... i reali was very depressed this one week or two weeks.. i didn't slp well and also rest well... i also dunno why... mebbe things have not been going well for mi ba... think i shld start to let things go and not clinging on them... haix... mebbe breaking down could be the most easy way of letting it go and also allow myself a break from everything ba... i think i wont be confiding in anyone becos i dun realli wanna trouble anyone or worst... burden them with my stuffs... but i realli hope to say it out but i think mebbe it's time i shld just tok it out ba.. i hope someone would tok to mi so i can open up ba... hope such a person will come soon....*Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right? Have you ever? *
Sunday, January 28, 2007
hahax... i'm back again to blog... hee... wahaha... just blog abt wad happen... on fri... we went to pastamania at bishan to eat... spend quite a bit of money but nvm... cos it was to celebrate xun hang and michelle's bdae... so it's okaes.... den ray played cake on michelle den she played it back on him... wahaha... den the funny part was that i asked xun hang to kneel down to get the pressie from si hui... and he did it... wahaha... so sporty... den went to ang mo kio hub... den went shopping a while... den went to get a few things to go eat at ASP tut... den we ate things lyke sushi, bread, super ring and many other things... den today... now as samuel's hse doing the proj.... haix... so boring... and i'm damn damn damn sleepy... wanna fall asleep le... haix... hope i will have the will to stay awake... omg.... so so damn tired... update till here... esther is staring and wanna kill mi le.... think i better stop le.... good bye everyone...... i wannaq enter my own lala land!!!!!!
Monday, January 22, 2007
today's lab lesson was our asp presentation... it was realli not just a fed-up one but it was a fukin angry and upsetting one... first up was chu jun's grp which i didn't see or hear... but for kor's grp... kor got sort of told off by SS.... i'm freaking pissed la... how can SS just say such things to kor... TMD!!! den next it was esther's grp... he also scolded and tok bad abt yait... tmd.... why must you always be so evil to criticise us and den scold us... den next it was yi ming's grp... he actually scolded xun hang for the coding that he did himself... he told him to work harder as he does not noe the codes... it was lyke TMD!!! xun hang did the codes himself... how can he not noe.... den it's my grp... he actually was not realli interested and he was lyke doubting clement and mi.... so freaking pissed... den it was si hui's grp... the one tat i realli feel so unjust for them... he accused them that the proj is not done by them... i feel so unjust for them becos i noe it's done by them becos i was always with them when they're doing it... haix... den for the rest of the grp pple also kenna shoot lyke eric, issac's grp and others.... i realli feel damn pissed and frustrated with him... why must he pick on us so much... none of the grp he actually didn't pick on or wad...so freaking and fuking pissed... haix... think i better stop... but i'm damn irritated cos tmr still got his damn tutorial.... TMD.... so super sian!!!!!!!!FUCK!!!!!*Everyone HATES you to the CORE NOW!!!!!!!!! I'm not EXCLUDED TOO!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
okaes...i'm here to blog again after so so many days that i didn't update my blog and got reminded by yan qi... so i will just update and tok abit la... last week was very hectic as we gotta rush out the reports and projs due this week and next week... so had meeting on sunday... was quite tiring... den got this little boy who keep sort of disturbing us... den followed us all the way out until the traffic light in front of bishan library... he's actually quite irritating... cos he keeps following brandon by saying "bird, bird, bird"... and he actually scolded yati... so actually we didn't realli lyke him also... wahaha... den this week... spent monday with first marketing ICA written test result... got 29/40... am just okaes with the mark... could have done better... den also had lecs, tuts and lab... didn't attend night lec cos came home and watch tv and got scolded by my mama... haix... den tuesday... mug for the day with lecs and tuts and also labs... den at night stayed in school till arnd 8.40pm for today's comm skills presentation... but didi's grp was even later... they stayed till arnd 10 plus... den today was presentation day... was quite nervous as i had a tummy-ache.... den while presenting, my hands was trembling so i tried not to look at the cue-cards... mrs priscilla said i had good voice quality but lack hand gestures and also eye contact with my classmates... haix... felt tat i actually did a bad job... but si hui said i did not bad and my voice sounded good... but i still think i'm bad and could actually do better by a lot.... haix... realli disappointed with myself... mebbe i didn't try hard enuff... cant blame anyone but myself... i'm just weak and bad in almost everything... haix... think i will stop here le... anywy sent my phone for repairs and got it back todae... so so happi... it returned in a tip-top shape... even better den last time... woohoo... so happi... haha... okaes... i'll end here ba..
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
today was a both sian and also interesting day.... cos today is the first day of school... which is super sian cos my holidays are over so soon.... and i'm realli sad becos when sch starts... wad it means is that al my projs are gonna pile up and it's gonna all be due soon... so so stress sia... den today's java is canceled so there's no lesson for it... so so dumb... den onli got comm skills that i always lyke and also enjoy....
today's comm skills is very special becos it has a potluck party tat actually is suggested by mi... wahaha... i noe... i'm a food freak becos i love to eat eat and eat... den we finish listening to the exam tips that my teacher gave to us... den we had this very unique thing which is our teacher ask us to write a note for our class pple and her... we wrote everything good abt our class pple and there were even some fun moments... subsequently, we started on our binge and eat the foods.... den we had stuffs lyke cookies, chicken wings, donuts, cake, chocolate cornflake, mi jiam kueh, titbits, drinks, sandwiches, banana flakes and many other stuffs... it was so fun and interesting... den we eat and laugh and joke arnd... lol.... den after tat we went for asp make-up tutorial... we got back our practical test marks... haix... i onli got 56 marks.. so so sad... i dunno why i got so low... i think it's tyme i should pull up my socks and also take efforts to study le... wahaha... think i'll stop here le... takre care everyone N God bless!!!!
*ehs... where am i??? taking the photo lah.... lol...
Kelvin
bleahx... =)
Monday, January 01, 2007
Today is the new year 2007's first day.... woohoo... i'm so high sia.... just wanna say how happy i am that year 2006 is over and we welcome year 2007.... year 2006 has been bad so i hope 2007 will be fine... i have some resolutions that i hope i can be able to live up to it.... a few would be to be a better friend and son, to work hard and put my efforts into my sch work and also to wait for God to send the right one to mi and not look for it myself....
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!! =)=*i realli wanna thank everyone who have left your footprints in my life... thanks for accompanying mi thru 2007 and teaching mi a lot of stuffs... hope you guys can accompany mi thru 2007 and many many many more years.... *=i wanna tok a bit more abt wad happen last night till today morning.... i realli enjoy the whole night becos it was realli realli fun... i went to church for the reunion potluck and den went for the year-end service... dunno why out of the blue i have been going to church more "regularly".. den after that a few of us= mi, rachel, jocelyn, pearline, yong jie, jonathan and darren decided to go to suntec's esplanade to have the countdown and also for the fireworks... but we got trapped in the bus so in the end went directly to orchard... den we sort of had our low morale countdown in the mrt station and it was so so so low morale and also let-down... den we walked to cathy cineleisure, and we had to duck all the way becos there were so many stoopid pple playing with the dumb sprays... den got a lot of a-neh who was playing with the sprays... so so stoopid... den we went to the front of cineleisure den got the some sort of party going on but got a lot of lame pple thr and got a lot of a-neh thr dancing... it was damn damn stoopid... den got the live telecast of them dancing on the tvs inside cineleisure... it was damn damn funny to see them dance becos they dance so funnily la... wahaha... den we went to collect our tickets for the movie den we went to KFC to eat somethings... den at arnd 1.05 we went up to the lvl 9 to the cinema... den we bought the popcorns and drinks den went into the cinema to watch the show... we watched the ben stiller's "Night At The Museum"... wahaha... it was so so funny... some funny quotes i lyke would be "Dumb, Dumb... i want GUM GUM..... " and "Quiet!!! my DUmb DUmb frend wants to tok..."...... wahaha.... it was damn damn funny... so so hilarious and i will recommand it to everyone... hah... den we took a cab home cos darren had a stomachache... so this is abt wad happen on my new year's eve countdown ba... lol... tat's abt wad happen for now... hee... =)
