Wednesday, September 26, 2007
HI everyone... think it's been some time since i updated this lonely and cold plus quiet blog... haha... think i've realli been busy ba.. with many many things... so tired and busy and also stressed by certain things.... one reason i'm updating is becos finally... to something.... it's the end of the road for me le... it's realli a complete FULLSTOP le ba... during the entire period... i realli enjoyed the whole process and realli every details....mebbe it's not meant for me ba... or mebbe i'm not good enuff so it's not meant to be given to me... tats why it was given to me and now it's taken away again... mebbe God wants me to learn something... haha... Thanks Lord for letting me enjoy it at least for a period of time.... i feel that i've realli grown up and matured quite a fair bit.... realli learn to take things easy ba... somethings that dun belong to me... holding on does not solve the prob but will worsen it... and my character may play a part and also my perception plays a BIG part too....But i thank everything tat i will continue to treasure all the things that is happening arnd me and also i will treat my life more valuable now and i will realli be able to move on... how long i dunno... but 1 thing for sure... I WILL MOVE ON....i wanna thank some pple in particular... pple lyke Yan Qi who spend time with me to make sure i'm fine and also encouraging me and not leaving me when i'm at a low point... my didi who is always an encouragment to me... my new colleague Bee Yin for consoling me although she doesn't noe anything... my 2 kors for caring for me and also sort of show me their concern... i also wanna thank my 9 yrs friend, Kenneth, for being thr with me and also pei-ing me.... realli thank all of them...MOST IMPORTANTLY!!! i wanna thank my MUMMY for supporting me and also consoling me and not giving me stress... also giving me some kind words.... im realli very happy... also my sis who have been very concern... i'm also very thankful to ALL of those who cared for me and also to those who help console me... THANK U!!! I LOVE U GUYS!!!i have been working for almost 3 weeks plus... realli very surprised... haha... started by grumbling and not happy... but now... i'm sad that i'm leaving soon... 2 weeks... haix... realli dun bear to go... i will miss pple lyke my Lao Da (Benedict), Shifu cum "Gan-Ma" (Cecilia), Siew Mui, Long-Ge (Vincent), my Supervisor (Susan).... and my 2 other colleagues Bee Yin and Yew Huat... and also my old friend niko.... haha... realli starting to miss the fun we have.... i'm realli starting to lyke my job and work and also my environment... haha... but i will have to say good- bye soon... hmmm.... will post pic of my working environment in the next post... In conclusion.... i wanna Thank all those who have encouraged me and pei me de pple.... THANKS A WHOLE LOT!!!! realli w/o u guys... i will fall apart de... with u guys... i can find the strength to be STRONG!!!! i will have a NEW BEGINNING in life de... wahaha.... thanks guys... hee... =)
Sunday, September 23, 2007
i'm back to blog again... have been having a very tiring week... things have been going okaes lorx... this week my results have been released... realli thanks my wonderful God for blessing me with wonderful results... think it's the best in the 3 semesters... haha... den had work this week for all 6 days... realli quite tiring and stressful... life has been realli tough and realli bad ba... dunno why but i always will use something to spur me on to keep continue to strive on in my work and also to keep training myself to not be lazy... but recently this energy is gone le.. due to some defaults i cannot use this strength le cos it seems lyke it's disappearing slowly... and suddenly realise lyke so so lonely becos those that i cared for so much are lyke drifting away from me and leaving me alone... seems lyke i'm the most detestable person... so everyone's lyke treating me lyke an infection... haha... think tat's what i shld describe myself as... today... woke up lyke normal going to work... think i'm going crazy... den went back to sleep... didn't wanna go with mum and dad to my neighbour's baby's full month... went out alone to parkway and east coast park... didn't noe why but had a feeling wanna go thr to take a stroll... went thr took a stroll and walk arnd... realli bring back many memories... i actually went to the shop that the few of us rented our blades and went to roller blade... from dunno try and learn until noe... realli realli enjoyed then when we all had no problem with each other and den had no worries and just played... it was realli fun... den i went to the bowling alley... it also brought back memories and even made my heart ache that i wanna play bowling with the few of them again... haix... den went to the arcade and walk a few rounds den walk to the park and den stroll and feel so so lost... dunno why but like got no aim or something and no direction... totally lost in everything... i realli dunno wad's wrong with me... i lyke keep making wrong choices now and making wrong decisions.... realli think my life is a waste to continue....i think i'm an extra person that is living now... dun think i shld exist... since lyke my presence and existence is not important or my existence seems with or without also makes no diff... think it's time for me to think hard abt my life....
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
today i'm here to blog becos i wanna say something to someone....todays is a bad day becos i actually someone close to me angry... cos of something i tried to play hard and it went hard on hard so it actually back-fired... haix... realli didn't mean it.... all becos of my stoopid idiotic idea so it went back-fired on me... i'm so so dum la... all becos of my dum head so it back-fired and now the person is angry with me....I'M REALLI SORRY!!!!i dunno why but i actually made this person angry... i'm such a dum fool... this person actually cared for me and i went to make the person angry... i'm realli a stoopid idiot... realli take things for granted.... i'm SORRY!!!!! realli hope u will forgive me.... SORRY!!!!today didn't work till 8 plus becos lyke got earthquake or something... the whole OCBC building was shaking and tremouring... so scary... i thot becos i had headache and giddiness so feel lyke the building was tremouring... haha... so dum... i'm realli and idiot.... realli feeling very low now... sick and worried now... i'm realli sick but gotta still go work... cos if not den who is going to help bee yin and yew huat?? today didn't go home with them... needed some time alone.... realli feeling very sad and depressing....just wanna say a BIG SORRY to that person....hope my throat infection, fever, head-ache, giddiness will leave ME!!!!!
Saturday, September 08, 2007
hey hey... i'm here to update again... after so long.... just wanna say a few things... hehe... i'm now on holidays le... haha....on monday... went out with fion and also went to catch Hairspray!!! woohoo... i'm damn happi tat i watched that show... it's realli nice and very enjoyable... realli like to see zac efron act.... he is very natural and nice to watch... den went to walk arnd and got mummy her bag....tuesday went to success becos got a job for me.... to work in OCBC credit card loan and card processing department....so went down to sign the papers... den went out with my 2 boys n fion... den had quite a bit of fun.....wednesday... first day of work... OMG so stress sia... going thr lyke so wierd... the department looks very wierd and a bit funny... but got to noe some pple... and i managed to meet my secondary school classmate... her name is niko... also known as loke siow mun.... omg... so coincidental.... haha.... i also got to noe pple lyke yew huat, bee yin, lenard, jonathan, tracy, siew mui, vincent, cecelia, benedict and also susan... also janet our boss of level 25....on thursday... life is the same but was realli tired cos i worked until 8 plus at night when i started work at 8.30.... think i'm realli gonna feel very tired....friday.... went to work in casual... so wore a polo tee n jeans... best outfit... so i lyke FRIDAYS!!!! den had work lyke normal until afternoon... Janet gave us these proj pple a treat and it was quite nice but think the intention is for us to work harder and do more things... so dots.... den i also learnt processing from cecelia... is quite okaes la... i'm so not looking forwards to next week... becos it is gonna be a tough and tiring week.... niko is going to another building for a month... lenard is no longer thr anymore... jonathan going to do something lyke customer service.... tracy alr left on wednesday... so the room is gonna left with me, yew huat, bee yin and also benedict onli... OMG so stress and i gotta start doing processing... realli not confident... haix....JIA YOU everyone!!!!*to HER: just do all u can kaes... dun have to stress urself too much... if u cant do it... just tell them... do wad u can.. .and no matter wad.. u can depend on me and can tok to me de....*to someone: sometimes i dunno are u not telling me things... i asked u but u said u dun have... i got things i will tell u de but u say no i believed u... but now i see the opposite in someone's blog... seriously.... i'm a bit let down and disappointed...
Monday, September 03, 2007
This is my blog's song... i lyke this song till my fav song is this le... it's called Everyday from High School Musical 2...
===EVERYDAY=====
By: Troy[Zac Efron] n Gabriella[Vannessa Annes Hudgens]
[Troy]
Once in a lifetime
means there’s no second chance
so I believe that you and me
should grab it while we can
[Gabriella]
Make it last forever
and never give it back
[Troy]
It’s our turn,
and I’m loving’ where we’re at
[Troy n Gabriella]
Because this moment’s really all we have
[Troy]
Everydayof our lives,
[Gabriella]wanna find you there,
wanna hold on tight
[Troy]
Gonna run
[Troy n Gabriella]
While we’re youngand keep the faith
[Troy]
Everyday
[Troy y Gabriella]
From right now,
gonna use our voices and scream out loud
[Gabriella]
Take my hand;
[Troy]
together wewill celebrate,
[Gabriella]
celebrate.
[Troy n Gabriella]
Oh, ev’ryday.
[Gabriella]
They say that you should follow
[Troy]
and chase down what you dream,
[Gabriella]
but if you get lost and lose yourself
[Troy]
what does is really mean?
[Gabriella]
No matter where we’re going,
[Troy]
it starts from where we are.
[Gabriella, Troy n Gabriella]
There’s more to life when we listen to our hearts
[Troy y Gabriella]
and because of you, I’ve got the strength to start
Yeah, yeah, yeah!
Everydayof our lives,
[Troy y Gabriella, Gabriella]
wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
[Troy y Gabriella]
Gonna runwhile we’re youngand keep the faith.Everyday
[Troy]
from right now,gonna use our voices and scream out loud
Take my hand;together we
will celebrate,
[Gabriella]
Oh, ev’ryday
[Troy]
We’re taking it back,we’re doing it here together!
[Gabriella]
It’s better like that,and stronger now than ever!
[Troy n Gabriella]
We’re not gonna lose.
‘Cause we get to choose.
That’s how it’s gonna be!
[Troy]
Everydayof our lives,
[Gabriella]
wanna find you there,
wanna hold on tight.
[Troy]
Gonna runwhile we’re young
[Troy n Gabriella]
And keep the faith
Keep the faith!
[Choir]
Everydayof our lives,
wanna find you there,
wanna hold on tight.
Gonna run
while we’re young
and keep the faith
Everydayfrom right now,
gonna use our voices and
scream out loud
Take my hand;
together wewill celebrate,
Ev’ryday!
Live ev’ry day!
Love ev’ryday!
Live ev’ryday!
Love ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!Ev’ryday!Ev’ryday!
Ev’ryday!Ev’ryday!Ev’ryday!Ev’ryday!
[Troy]Ev’ryday!
[Gabriella]Ev’ryday!
****The Video*****
haha... today is a very happi day for me.... today woke up early in the morning... wanted to run but sort of drizzle so didnt run.... den stay home and went online a while... haha...
den went out... went to suntec city first.... went str8 to carrefour... cos they sold me a S.H.E disc that is scratched and faulty... so lousy... haha... so went to get a replacement... after opening 3 others den managed to get one that has 2 unscratched disc... so lousy... den went to eat... i ate carl's junior.... haha... nice and filling... den went to walk arnd lorx... haha... den went to watch Hairspray at Eng Wah Cinemas at Suntec.... was realli realli nice!!! not gonna regret it de... haha... den managed to see them dance to the song "You Can't Stop The Beat!!"....it was realli realli nice and interesting.. haha... realli am into such shows and musicals de.... haha...
den went to Plaza Singapura to buy the bag that mummy ask me to buy... hehe... den after that went home alr... =)
i bought a few items ystd... i bought a lappie sticker cos mine came off le.... den bought tissue papers and also a new pillow... haha.... ==============pics================
This is my new lappie look...
The Movie i watched today....
My Fav Disney Show!!!!
Saturday, September 01, 2007
hey guys.... haven been posting for a super super long long long time le... almost a month le... and 1 month pass so so fast... hmm.... okaes.. to cut it short... i will shorten my everything to say....during this one month..... have been doing many many stuffs... i went to malaysia with my fellow BEC pple... haha... went thr to the dragon fruit farm.... went to the fishin village called kukup to eat... den went to the water kelongs and saw a baby shar, a "hermit crab" and many things... den went shopping at JUSCO again... den went to a restoran(as they spell it) and ate my dinner.... this all happened on 9th Aug... haha... which was national day... lol...den had my presentation.... and it realli went very very bad... it's worst den anyone can ever imagine... haix... felt i let my grp down... so i'm sorry grp.... let u guys down...den had 2 weeks break.... went out wif my fellow ETU pple... we went to roller-blade.... finally they taught me and after a few falls... i can roller-blade now... of cos not lyke the pros but i can at least blade... haha... den went to eat at east coast always de.... den we always have a very routinely place to eat... it is..... PUNGGOL NASI LEMAK!!! haha... we always go thr and eat de.... den go to the SELEGIE SOYA BEAN stall to eat tou hua and chin chow... haha... den will walk to take bus home... it was realli fun....now.... just finish all my papers... realli thank God who has realli blessed me throughout this whole period... and i survived thru this period le... den on the 30th Aug which is thursday was my last paper... went to jie thr do some data-entry test... den went to meet my class pple at marina bay for steamboat... it was so so full and nice.... den went play a bit arcade and also bowling... i top the scoreboard... haha.. but with 115 points onli... must brush up and train more... hehe....now just wanna say hope everyone who read my blog will feel happy as i am.... to esp my precious angel: hope we can realli continue to strive on tgt and be each other's pillar of strength...
