Wednesday, September 26, 2007
HI everyone... think it's been some time since i updated this lonely and cold plus quiet blog... haha... think i've realli been busy ba.. with many many things... so tired and busy and also stressed by certain things.... one reason i'm updating is becos finally... to something.... it's the end of the road for me le... it's realli a complete FULLSTOP le ba... during the entire period... i realli enjoyed the whole process and realli every details....mebbe it's not meant for me ba... or mebbe i'm not good enuff so it's not meant to be given to me... tats why it was given to me and now it's taken away again... mebbe God wants me to learn something... haha... Thanks Lord for letting me enjoy it at least for a period of time.... i feel that i've realli grown up and matured quite a fair bit.... realli learn to take things easy ba... somethings that dun belong to me... holding on does not solve the prob but will worsen it... and my character may play a part and also my perception plays a BIG part too....But i thank everything tat i will continue to treasure all the things that is happening arnd me and also i will treat my life more valuable now and i will realli be able to move on... how long i dunno... but 1 thing for sure... I WILL MOVE ON....i wanna thank some pple in particular... pple lyke Yan Qi who spend time with me to make sure i'm fine and also encouraging me and not leaving me when i'm at a low point... my didi who is always an encouragment to me... my new colleague Bee Yin for consoling me although she doesn't noe anything... my 2 kors for caring for me and also sort of show me their concern... i also wanna thank my 9 yrs friend, Kenneth, for being thr with me and also pei-ing me.... realli thank all of them...MOST IMPORTANTLY!!! i wanna thank my MUMMY for supporting me and also consoling me and not giving me stress... also giving me some kind words.... im realli very happy... also my sis who have been very concern... i'm also very thankful to ALL of those who cared for me and also to those who help console me... THANK U!!! I LOVE U GUYS!!!i have been working for almost 3 weeks plus... realli very surprised... haha... started by grumbling and not happy... but now... i'm sad that i'm leaving soon... 2 weeks... haix... realli dun bear to go... i will miss pple lyke my Lao Da (Benedict), Shifu cum "Gan-Ma" (Cecilia), Siew Mui, Long-Ge (Vincent), my Supervisor (Susan).... and my 2 other colleagues Bee Yin and Yew Huat... and also my old friend niko.... haha... realli starting to miss the fun we have.... i'm realli starting to lyke my job and work and also my environment... haha... but i will have to say good- bye soon... hmmm.... will post pic of my working environment in the next post... In conclusion.... i wanna Thank all those who have encouraged me and pei me de pple.... THANKS A WHOLE LOT!!!! realli w/o u guys... i will fall apart de... with u guys... i can find the strength to be STRONG!!!! i will have a NEW BEGINNING in life de... wahaha.... thanks guys... hee... =)
