Monday, November 19, 2007
hey hey... i am here to blog again... but today with a sadden heart... i feel so useless as both a member and a leader... today i didn't hold my cool in the grp and actually lost my cool... haix... sorry to my group members!!!! i realli didn't mean it... was realli not feeling very good...partially was that i realised that wad i have done for the disco part has to be taken out fully... wa... tat sux becos i actually rushed tat out till 3 am on one of the day last week... realli very tiring and now it is taken out... damn bloody sad u noe... waste my time... haix... den alr very tired becos for the last few 4 days i think or more... i have been rushing proj till wee hours in the morning... alr tired and my mum nag at me for using till so late den all useless must take out... realli so so damn bloody sian.... den today something not very pleasant happen... saw some peeps that not realli elated to see so sort of actually dampen my spirit... realli feeling very down today... haix... den sort of throw a bit of temper in proj meeting... realli sorry guys... i realli didn't mean it... just hope next time i can hold my cool.... sorry for being a bad leader... jia you... we'll all make it well and good... =)