Friday, February 15, 2008
hi everyone.... i noe i have not been updating my blog for a damn damn long time... hmmm... many things have happen including chinese new year activites and many other things... CNY was ok for me this year... was not realli enjoying it... was sick all the way from i think First day of CNY till even today... dunno why... mebbe my feelings and emotions are not stable ba so cause my body to be sick for 9 days... think it's the longest period of times i've been sick in my whole 20 years.... wad i can say now is i think i wont be updating my blog already or mebbe once in a very very blue moon ba... cos now i find... i always thought my world was full of colors and was always full of wonderful pple arnd me... as for wonderful pple thr are so so so many pple i can think of and i'm very glad to have them in my life... wad i can say is... my world is now pitch black ba... darkness has arrived and has taken away the brightness of my life... all i can see is the black and dark world... maybe it's becos i'm useless ba... cant even hold on to wadever is mine and also cannot acertain the issue to make the thing secured... that's why it has broken down and my world collapsed... i realli dunno wad to say more but i think it's time for me to just sit back and recuperate and rebuild my world up with my walls of defence ba... mebbe the hurt was more devastating den i expected... think that's all i can say.... Thank u all for always patronizing my blog... *Thanks Didi!!!*Choice?? i think i dun even have one!!!decision made but i didn't approve... does it even matter now??
