=my Hates!!!=
`Lyres
`cheaTers
`irritAting ppLe
`hypocritEs
`pple who kup my calls
`pple with no manners
`pple who doesn't contributes and wait for free lunch
`pple who criticise but they themselves are WEAK and also USELESS!!!!!
=WISH-LIST=
`mOrE new cLoThEs
`Everlast jacket
`Fossil watch
`More top man jersey
`New lappie(Sony Vaio) `Samsung K3
`A special someONE
`New fitting jeans
`Leather Bag
`New Bed
`New Sony Ericsson Phone: C902
`A Special Ring
`New Shoes
`Havaianas slipper
`NUM party tank `berms from messy's short series `crocs hp holder[croc o dial] `billabong bag
ArLow!!!! i'm here to blog again... this time blogging with a unhappy mood again.... this time is realli OVER IT le... everything is over... actually it shld be over long ago.... think it was my own Wishful Thinking bah... always thot that things could be back to what they were and always thought... as long as i persevere.... it would work out in the end... but i was wrong... TOTALLY WRONG!!!!
haix... seriously... i realli think it was realli so naive of me to think it the way i thot... i always thot hard-work will pay off... but sometimes... it WONT.... so this time i'm realli defeated le... i realli got nothing to say but blame it on my own wishful thinking bah....
today realli wasn't in the mood... for morning and early afternoon i had a little bit of diarrhoea... was very uncomfortable... den didn't wanna stay home... so i went out alone... and i went to watch RULE #1 alone... yes... u didn't read wrongly... i went ALONE!!!!
dunno wad went into my head to do that but i was mebbe realli uncertain of wad to do that's why i needed some alone time with myself to think abt some stuffs... so went out alone... was realli so blur and pre-occupied that i actually sat in the wrong seat... was so embarrassing.... haix...
i realli dunno wad's wrong with me... isn't it just another time... why i seem so so LOST... i dunno why... mebbe it's becos i'm a bad person and i have bad character and bad temper that's why this is the 2nd time le... mebbe i'm not destine to get "that"...
i realli dunno why this happen... but to that person... all i can say is Sorry and Thank u... Sorry for all the things that i've done wrong and Thank u for the experience and all the best in everything...
All i can do now is Dream, Dream, Dream... cos i realli cant Don't Cry Out Loud.... i realli did believe... i realli I Believe... but it turns out to be All I Never Wanted....