=my Hates!!!=
`Lyres
`cheaTers
`irritAting ppLe
`hypocritEs
`pple who kup my calls
`pple with no manners
`pple who doesn't contributes and wait for free lunch
`pple who criticise but they themselves are WEAK and also USELESS!!!!!
=WISH-LIST=
`mOrE new cLoThEs
`Everlast jacket
`Fossil watch
`More top man jersey
`New lappie(Sony Vaio) `Samsung K3
`A special someONE
`New fitting jeans
`Leather Bag
`New Bed
`New Sony Ericsson Phone: C902
`A Special Ring
`New Shoes
`Havaianas slipper
`NUM party tank `berms from messy's short series `crocs hp holder[croc o dial] `billabong bag
hey dudes and babes reading my blog... thanks for patronizing my blog... am glad i'm able to blog to let u all read... seriously i at a point wanted to give up blogging as i felt it was realli dumb and useless... but i realise that actually it's a way of allowing my true feelings to flow out... i realli think it's a good way...
why i am bloggin today is becos i find that i'm unhappy again... i noe it's AGAIN.... i realli dunno why... many of my close peeps told me to just forget it and dun think abt it anymore... but i dunno why i cant... mebbe cos i haven gotten the Final Verdict of the whole incident... i haven realli gotten an answer yet... that's why mebbe i'm so vexed... i dunno why but i feel VERY lonely as i dunno who i can tok to... i of cos got a few peeps i tok to always but i dun wanna burden them and make them think i always tok to them whenever i got probs.... that's not the case... i dun lyke to trouble peeps also...
i'm realli in a BIG dilema... i'm realli confuse on wad is going on in my life... i realli think i'm realli screwing up my everyday becos of my own indecisive character... i realli wanna make a decision but i always make 1 but it always doesn't work out the way i want it to... i am realli LOST... but i dunno who i can go to for directions and advice... i'm realli scared to become the problem of others and to be a burden for peeps...
peeps whom i have gone to are no longer available le bah... kor has his own gf and i dun lyke to burden kor with all my such stuffs... BRO also has his own gf now and i dun think it will be convenient for me to confide in him and bug him with my probs... and finally didi who is very busy and always has a hectic schedule... i realli dun wish to burden them le... i realli am very very lonely!!!!!!
every night i will sleep due to tiredness... not onli the physical tiredness of my attachment job but to the mental tiredness of thinking of "that".. i realli dunno wad i can do or who i can tok to... peeps may say that i'm Dumb and Stoopid... but this is just me... i realli cant do anything.... i'm realli at my WIT's END and thr's no one to share this load with...
mebbe it's destined that i'm suppose to be a loner all my life and to always be single and be a guy on my own... mebbe that's what is suppose to be of me bah...
You're asking me if my love will grow... I Don't Know... I Don't Know!!! You Stick Around To Make Sure... I Don't Know... I Don't Know!!!
=my temper could be the result of wad happen... there were sad times but wasn't thr happy times?? shouldn't we focus on the happy times rather then the sad time??? =