Monday, June 30, 2008
hi everyone...here to blog again...dunno why just feel lyke blogging...probably cos my mind is in a mess bah...dunno why i'm feeling lyke that...i feel the feelings of :loneliness- not with no one arnd but just feel alonesadness - probably becos wad i've done has not shown results...uselessness- becos i cant even do my work well and someone sort of told me off abt itdumbness - probably i'm the most dumbest person everthese are abt all the feelings i'm feeling...some i feel but dunno how to express or write it down...i'm realli very very tired now... both physically and mentally... but damn damn tired for mentally...i just think i need some time alone...probably just be with someone i can tok to....and just let go of all my emotions...dunno who is the person i need... i noe some of u will automatically open ur ears... *THANKS....but i'm just scared that i will need someone whom i can be veri open...and i myself dun even noe who that person is...haix.... just feeling damn confuse and also vexed...probably it's a feeling i've gone thru...but now it's stronger...i'm realli tired...TIRED!!!!! LETHARGIC!!!!! SIANZ!!!!!!just wanna SHOUT!!!!!!!!sorry for a "bo liao" and grumpy post...just needed to get some things out...sorry for those who read it and finds it's dumb and boring...just need to get my emotions out... i'm going mad and crazy as the days goes by....am realli scared i may breakdown one day....haix...
hi i'm back...disappeared for a while...erm not realli disappeared lah...probably just didn't have mood to blog...haha...dunno why nowadays feel so lethargic... just feel lyke damn damn sian n tired...probably i'm just realli tired bah...last thursday...had a small gathering with:wei qi, lai mun, edwin n didi(ray)....we were suppose to meet 630pm...i was definitely going to be late...since i finish at 6 n i'm at YCK....didi was so nice to wait for me...so we trained all the way to cityhall....i trained with my 2 didi(ray n jus) and yanqi...had some good times on the train...haha...den turns out almost everyone was late...haha...den we went to the directory to choose where for dinner...we're always doing that de...haha....den the final verdict was pizza hut..haha...it was an enjoyable time...we ate and told stories and update our current life..and we said alot of things lah...think it realli bonded all of us closer...thru thru this experience.....it makes me treasure all the frendships i need to treasure...those that are not worth i will realli dun go and care le...hmmmm....den on fri was normal day went home after sch...den slack at home and watch ghost whisperer... went to make my passport though...yay... can go overseas le....saturday was more boring...did nothing but slack the whole day at hme...practically had NO MOOD the whole day...didn't do anything at all...den went to compass point with bro for dinner...den shop a bit...den parents came along n we shop a while...den went home...ystd was not much better...cos was home the whole day...the only diff was my 3 little princesses came...lawrence kor kor brought joanna, stephanie and amanda to my hse...realli nice to see my 3 princesses and play with them...they realli made my day brighter...den slack the whole day and watch narnia at night....den slacked and watch incredible tales n "shao nian yang jia jiang"....dunno if i was watching...had a feeling lyke body watching but my mind was somewhere else...was realli distracted bah...i wanna say THANKS to didi(justin) for listening to complaints..and also my rubbish toks...thanks for always being by my side....just feel now that my whole life is soooooooo LOST...dunno where is my direction anymore...cos i have none now...haix...
Thursday, June 26, 2008
HEY!!!! it's pHoToS TIME!!!!=BBQ Night!!!!= 
The Pit that we booked!!!
Justin being a MAMASAN and may trying to be "BIG BOOBS"....haha...
All of us acting being asleep... haha... 
May, pei xin and daphne at the table... 
daphne, pei xin and me....
us while playing cards...
us playing cards again...
me with them in the background... =me with them in alphabetical order... =
me n daphne!!!
me n may!!
me n pei xin!!
me n xueli!!
me n my beloved didi!!!!
=day at school [25 June 2008] =
The Great 5 NOs EVIL!!!!Touch NO evil, See NO evil, Speak NO evil,Smell NO evil n Hear No evil!!!
Posing from 5 to 1 [from left to right]....
our so called glam and high fashion side...but it looks lyke a "BU SHUANG" photoshoot...
photoshoot of numbering 1 to 5... [from left to right]....
a normal photo.... =)
another normal photo...but with xueli blocking didi...hehe...
hey... i'm back...damn damn bored... just not in the mood to get any work done...i'm realli just sian and nothing but sian....FIRST of all...would like to apologise to Pei Xin on behalf of the 4 of us...i noe that the misunderstanding was realli BIG....and i noe it's not going to be lyke solved in a day...it now it's actually very hard for everyone...i believe none of us would expect this to happen...so on behalf of all of us we wanna say SORRY....we didn't noe that u were facing so many probs...tat's why we misunderstand u that night...we're realli sorry that we jumped to conclusion rashly...we didn't realli noe it will be so serious...so we realli hope the frendship we all have can be mended...just dun wan the frendship to be hurt by such an incident...so hope all of us can reinstate the frendship.....so on behlaf of all 4 of us... i would like to apologise to u again...and hope u can accept our apology and we can build back thefrendship and closeness all of us had...
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
hey everyone...here to blog again...now in the L.340 lab...stoopid lousy internet...now the msn keep cannot sign in...haix... i'm damn pissed....i'm a little sad lah...i'm realli feeling sad for bro...i'm also a little disappointed..feeling i could i have done more...if i care for him more earlier...this would not have happen so late...probably it could have a different end...haix....i realli have somethings to say to this person...i dunno u noe it is to u...but hope u noe it's for u :i'm realli disappointed in u...u're always not seeing the facts...and u're always not admitting ur wrong...i realli think u're a damn damn arrogant person....it's so obvious why i did somethings...but u are always finding excuses to defend urself...and always saying the blame is on me...WTH LAH... everything also is my fault...it takes 2 HANDS to clap... u are also at fault lorx...so dun think u're the angel and i'm the devil...this is not the first time it happen...u're realli ridiculous unreasonable...treating me the way u did... u think u did correctly...i can tell u... w/o ur frendship... i wont DIE!!!!so if u realli wanna continue this hostility to me...i will seriously consider just letting this frendship go..and i will realli seriously be hostile to u too.... i dun think i did ANYTHING WRONG...so all i did was to protect my own interest...so if u think it's my wrong... carry on... I SERIOUSLY DUN CARE!!!!!
Monday, June 23, 2008
hey... this post is specially dedicated to someone...it's dedicated to miss ZHONG XUELI....first of all... i would wanna say...that i'm realli sorry to put a judgement on u during IPP...during IPP...i thot u were a stuck-up person as u dun talk with us...and sometimes think u were a very proud person...but after i get to open u this "nut"....it dawned on me that u're actually not that person...u're actually a very very very nice person...and also a very bubbly and fun person to linger arnd...i'm realli glad that i gotta crack open u this "nut"....it turns out to be a very very very GOOD nut...rather den some supposedly good "nuts" now become BAD "nuts"...i'm realli glad i gotta noe u...i'm very glad to noe XUELI becos she is realli a very fun person...i realli lyke to be arnd her becos she is very natural...i realli think she is a person who is very real....she is a damn damn nice girl except she can be damn R21 at times..haha...I also wanna say to XUELI:"please dun doubt the friendship between all of us kaes...wadever u're thinking it wont happen....as the 3 of us told u.... we'll stick tgt....we gave u our word....u can trust us on that....NO MATTER WAD... we'll be tgt...as we promised... U, MAY, JUSTIN n ME will be tgt!!!!....dun forget this promise kaes!!! no one can change this FACT!!!!!"so dun think too much kaes...FINALLY... just wanna say something in ur language style...Thank u for the gift u gave me.... SIBEI nice sia.... i realli like it...it's MACHIAM lyke part of me le....it's not KNS at all lah....and finally, THANK U SO MUCH FOR BEING MY FREND!!!!
hey guys i'm here to blog...haven been blogging for the last 2 days...a little no mood and also tired...so choose to blog now lorx... i always choose to blog during FYPJ...cos i find it's a little boring...and it's realli frustrating at times lah...den it can realli make me damn damn pissed...okaes... let's not tok abt bad thing...i'm going to blog abt our small outing on friday...Friday:me, didi(jus), may, xueli, daphne and peixin left at 430...haha...we left 1 hr earlier den the supposed time...we took 72 all the way till tampiness....when we reached...me and didi went to tampiness mall's ntuc to buy drinks...den also got the ice before meeting the rest again...den we took bus 19 to the bbq pit at changi beach...den wen arrival me n may pitched the tent...the rest of them start to prepare the bbq...den we try to start the fire and i marinated the chicken wings...den skewer all the sausages and prawn balls...haha... den i tried to start the fire but to no avail...den left the pit with a small flame...i left didi n xueli to try and spark it up...while may n i went to get more fire starter and drinks... den we took bus to changi village to get the stuffs...den took a cab back...den they managed to keep it going...den we bbq-ed some food...den we toked, gossiped and laughed...was realli fun...we also kept eating lah...haha... den at arnd 1030 pei xin n daphne wanna leave le...we tried to ask them to stay but we couldn't...it's ok... there will be next time..den the rest of us continued to tok and eat...den we started to play games...such as: charade, poker, "da lao er", heart-attackuno... haha...sooooooo many things lah...den we keep playing and playing...until something happen that pissed may off... den we tried to ignore it by on-ing our music louder...den we did that and survived till 2am...haha....den we went to change and everything...den we ate and play games and tok again...was realli a very fruitful time...cos we realli spend a lot of time toking...it's realli not easy for us to tok so much...due to the time we are not arnd each other...den we tok and tok and play and play...until it was arnd 5 plus.... den we segregated in to 2 grps...namely the guys and the gals...it was some in-depth talk for both grps...that tok realli made me understand my didi more..and also to noe more abt wad's going on in his life...i also became more enlightened in certain things..and i'm reali reali thankful for that wonderful chat...it was realli a time that brought me n didi closer...haha.....den arnd 6 plus or 7 we packed up everything...den start to leave the place...trained all the way till aljunied...den took 62 home after that...was realli tired...den wait for them to msg me they're home le...before i slept...but MAY forgot...but i fell asleep also cos i was tooooooo tired...haha...seriously....mood on that night wasn't that good...was realli a very rocky and uneasy night...some things happen and was revealed...was realli not in the mood that night...SORRY GUYS!!!!not i didn't want the pyjamas runway show...just that i wasn't in the mood...and didn't have the fun spirit...if i spoilt ur fun.... i'm realli SORRY.....to u: was realli realli disappointed...probably i raised my own hopes too high...sorry for all the time i've bugged u....a photo post will be NEXT...STAY TUNED!!!!!
Friday, June 20, 2008
hey everyone...back to blogging again...today is FRIDAY...meaning a day not so stress de...haha...although i'm not going to slack...these few days got work to do...actually not abit...it's quite a loadful...haix... today my bro is in malaysia with church peeps...will onli be back tmr...hope he enjoyed himself alot alot...think they will realli take good care of him...since all of them noe he is my bro...hmmm.....these few days abit stress and confused...i'm realli confused abt wad's happening...cos everything doesn't have an ans...and the ans is not coming to me...i also dunno is it wad i wan...haix...realli dunno sia...today going to have a small BBQ cum nights out...going to have it with :1. didi (jus)2. May3. Xueli 4. Pei xin5. Daphnepei xin n daphne will onli be thr till 11 i think...it will realli be damn fun...got soo sooo many agenda lah...one of the agenda is the SINGAPORE's PYJAMAS THEME "TOP MODEL"...haha...there is going to be a runway walk show...OMG lah...i'm lyke damn damn scared...cos loser going to get forfeit...i dun wann be soooo sooooo damn sibei SUAY....haha...realli looking forward to it...i'm realli realli hoping to enjoy myself...Although my mind will be filled with my TAKOPACHI...these few days although busy with my STAMPS proj...and nv contact my TAKOPACHI...i'm always thinking abt my TAKOPACHI...realli hoping to hear good news from my TAKOPACHI....lyke my song list.... :i noe WO BU PEI to like u...and it could be MY DESTINY.....but i realli hope in the end it will beme n u SHOU QIAN SHOU....and with my AI YU XI WANG...hope i will finally get the good newsn it will den be MY DESTINY with u....
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
hihi... i'm here to blog...am in the L.340 room again...realli realli feel abit uneasy...i'm having mixed feelings now...today morning...my younger brother went for church camp...was suppose to be thr too but... yar....dunno i made the right choice of not going...but hope i did...am realli thinking of all of them...am realli feeling wad is it like to be thr...haix....today.... had a very very nice tok with my didi(jus)...get to noe a lot of things from him...realli nice to see he open up to me...glad that i this kor is at least got use de...realli hope i am a pillar of strength to didi...i just wanna see my didi HAPPY....tat i would be happy le... i'm realli more worried abt him den myself...yar yar... i noe i'm dumb..but it's me... i'm lyke that...my didis are all more important den me to myself....so i dun realli care much abt myself...hope all the things i say is of use...i'm now realli a little confused bah...dunno am i realli sure of my life..cos thr's too many things happening in my life...i'm realli not seeing any light...probably it's not getting anywhere bah...dunno if the person even aware of it...hmmm....i'm realli going to EVALUATE myself..realli think it's a necessary thing for me now...think i shld just reflect on myself...and be more aware of wad i'm doing...TAKOPACHI!!!!my love, my love!!!i'll love u lyke a takopachi...always wanting u...nv going to feel sick of u...and nv going to feel tired of YOU!!!!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
hey everyone...i'm back in school....after a day of unwell...now back in the L.340 lab...haix...soooooooo bored...gonna blog abt a few things that happen...last saturday...it was bro's(eric) bdae celebration cum clas gathering...it was definitely a day of celebration and fun...early in the morning i met up with :clement, ryan, xunhang, samantha n xin xianfor a jog/run lah...haha....ran from bishan stadium thr to toa payoh...run for arnd 1.6km bah...quite satisfied that i didn't stop except for lyke 1 sec...haha...den went to toa payoh to eat although i didn't eat..den walk back to the stadium...clement n ryan left first...me, sam n xin xian bathed while xun hang waited for us.... den went to J8 to get some stuffs...den me n sam went to sam's hse to get the chicken n the prawns...den we went to molly thr to collect the satays n otahs...den went to my hse to put the things down n went to meet the rest...pple who met at heartland mall were: esther, yiming, yixian, xin xian, jian da, ryan, xun hang, samantha, si hui n mE... den we went to NTUC to get all the stuffs we need...den we adjourned to the park and my hse respectively...den they called saying the place was infested with red ants...and it was very dirty..so we went down to look at it n i called the CC...den told them tat it was dirty and i wanted to change the pit...although he was reluctant but i was persistent...den in the end we changed from pit1 to pit 2...den they started the fire and everything...den we started to bbq...it was realli fun... there were quite a few occassions that i werent thr..cos i went to some places to get some extra items...went to NTUC to get some stuffs with yixian...den went to the market's supermarket with yixian, xin xian, xunhang n sam....den also went home to refill the pail of water...think missed out quite some happening things...lyke the cam-whoring...but nvm... wasn't in the mood that night too...lots of things happening and on my mind too....den had the birthday cake celebration...and some of us played water splashing also...haha...was realli fun though...realli think it was definitely a time of real FUN...and it was definitely a memory we'll remember...it was realli something i am very happy with...ystd was feeling unwell so didn't attend school...was both mentally n physically unwell...mentally was thinking of alot of things...and also mentally very very tired...so didn't attend school...physically was having fever...probably lack of rest and stuffs...den also woke up arnd 2.30 as i felt i was having diarrhoea...was realli terrible...went back to sleep arnd 3 plus or 4...feeling realli sux... haix...will upload the photos wen i'm home bah... heard from mummy that the dates for genting is being confirmed le...it's going to be from the 29 sept to 1st oct...hmmm...now dunno shld be excited for it or wad...cos i'm having mixed feelings...haix... shall end here bah...
Friday, June 13, 2008
today is FRIDAY!!!!!meaning it's going to be till 530 onli...so fun sia...so i can log out 30 mins earlier... meaning it's onli 2 hrs and 20 mins more... so i'm realli happy...but i've been looking at the codes but dunno wad to do..haha...BEFORE ii FORGET:HAPPY BELATED BDAE DADDY n BRO(ERIC)!!!i wished them ystd... but didn't blog abt it... let's talk abt this week...this week has been quite good...it's realli NICE AND WONDERFUL when u spend time withsomeone SPECIAL...hehe... it's realli realli GREAT... haha!!!!i'm not going to reveal the thing abt the experience...but it was realli enjoyable and also fufilling...let's tok abt ystd....after school i went alone to vivocity...went thr to get my adidas sports-shoe...i choose one which was above my budget but had discount...and after discount it's lower den my budget by 30 bucks...so i'm quite happy...gotten a shoe bag that is quite reasonably cheap...haha...den i went to NIKE to get a pouch for daddy...it's quite nice i would say...haha... den went to TOPMAN to get the shopping card for bro...den got my hair's thingy den went home... reach home was a little shag and tired...haha...but the result was very fufilling...today wore the sports shoe to school...to get myself to season the shoe...realli uncomfortable...cos abt 3-5 yrs nv wear sports-shoe le...i always "nei nei" wear sneakers go run...but leg will be damn pain...haha...now wear ler... feel quite awkward...a little pain...haix... will update more tmr i hope... * *i'm realli feeling it...i am realli true to u...not going to tell any lie...hopefully all i'm doingwill be able to bear fruits... * *
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
hi everyone!!!i'm here to blog again....quite a while nv blog le...so now going to blog everything from last fri....FRIDAY[6 June 08]:has school as normal...after sch went to meet samantha at AMK hub...den we trained down to cityhall....met clement at the cityhall mrt and walk to find esther n yM...den we shop arnd and walk arnd...den we had dinner at KFC...den we continue to walk arnd....den we went to the arcade at suntec...me, esther n yM played the hammer game that will determine ur strength...it was fun but embarrassing too...haha...den we played the hand para para game...haha...it was definitely interesting and quite fun...den si hui came...den we walked all the way till marina's kbox to sing...we prefer there as it looks newer...haha... den we were told the bigger room will onli be free after 30 mins...or else we will take a room just nice for 6 persons....so we decided to wait so we went to the GV and took photos thr...haha...was realli crazy but fun...den after probably 20 mins the lady called...so den we went to the kbox and went into the room...den we started singing...everyone started being a little shy...but after a while all relaxed and continue to sing...den we sing and sing...soooooo many songs lah...haha... think my voice that night was the worst and in bad condition...haix... probably thru these 3 yrs nv maintain and take kare ba...haha...den we sing all the way till lyke 4 plus...den we left the KBOX...den we walk here and thr...den went to the Xing Wang cafe to have breakfast... den me and si hui called for noodles... the rest called for toast and eggs...they still mix up our orders...den the guy gave the xtra toast to us...but it was realli not nice... so sweet lah... eeewwww.....den we trained home arnd 6...and i slept arnd 7 plus...Saturday[7 June 08] :did nothing much...woke up arnd 2.30pm...den watch tv...booked hair cut time for me n clement...den went to have hair cut at arnd 5 plus...finished arnd 7 plus...den went to have dinner and went home...watch "chao ji xing guang da dao"....sugie went home le... so sad.....den watch "wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai"....den sleep le...boring day...Sunday [8 June 08] :woke up arnd 10 plus bah...feeling damn damn tired...den played com and watch tv till arnd 4...den mum taught me how to cook curry chicken...haha...my first attempt leh...den got lot of ingredients mummy prepare for me le...hehe...den learn to cook it for the dinnner....den went to 3rd aunt's place for father's day dinner..it's to celebrate june babies bdae also...den everyone tried my curry and say it pass...yay!!!den has quite some items for dinner...den watch tv, slacked and toked...den went home arnd 9 plus...Monday [9 June 08] :went to school as per normal...nothing much happen...did school work as normal...slack the whole day...haha...gave tuition to francis at night...was realli tired...but still need to give...den release him early cos i was tired...Tuesday [10 June 08]:it's MONEY day...but turns out the money didn't come in...damn pissed sia... den whole day realli low morale...was realli realli bored...esther was sick so didn't come...den went to lunch at SUMO with may they all...pple went are: May, Didi(jus), Xueli, Daphne, Miao Hua, Kelly n mE...also got a "GHOST" following us...haha...den soooOOOoooo SUAY...i kenna sit opp the "GHOST"....so damn damn suay...den SHE is DAMN DAMN RUDE!!!!realli NO MANNERS de...mi and didi share a scallop n gyoza....nv offer her and she never ask...she just take and eat lyke nobody's business...i was realli shocked at that...it happen twice sia!!!!den we all started to laugh wen we saw it...i'm not stingy to dun let her eat...but she NV ask den just take...it's lyke so uncouth and very RUDE la...realli funny...den she kept looking at mi lah...so irritating...den we went to AMK hub...i went to breadtalk to buy bread and she followed me...stay thr with me... eeeewwww...den i went to buy bubble tea...she also follow and queue behind me....so damn annoying lah!!!!den we went back...she actually showed may ATTITUDE...when may showed concern by asking is she alright...WHAT RIGHT U HAVE TO SHOW MAY ATTITUDE????this onli shows that u are damn damn RUDE n HOSTILE....realli dun lyke such pple leh...it's so JIALAT to the point that we DISLIKE U TO THE CORE!!!!she is soooooooo damnnnnn sucky!!!!realli cannot stand it...SHE is realli such a repulsive person!!!!realli think she is damn damn SUCKY n IDIOTIC!!!!ARRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!To a special someone:i dunno how u feel towards me...but i'm sure how i feel towards u...i wanna be the ANGEL of urs...to take kare of u...to love u lyke an ANGEL to a mortal...i wanna be ur ONE n ONLI!!!!**photos will be next post**
Friday, June 06, 2008
hey everyone...i'm here to blog again...and i'm blogging from L.340!!!!it's realli damn bored...cos it's friday... i'm not in the mood to do work...haha...feel lyke going to go crazy...i wanna let loose and have fun!!!!haha... going to have some activities...Below is the activities for this month:1. K-Boxing with est, yM, sam n mebbe clement n sh2. Father's celebration with FAMILY on 8th June3. Bro's Bdae Celebration on the 14th June4. Pubbing with may, xueli, didi(justin), daphne n pei xin 20 June5. Mind cafe-ing wif dage, xiaomei, weiqi, est n didi(rayray) 21/22 June6. Malaysia Trip with may, xueli, didi(justin), daphne , yanqi on 27 Junesoooooooooooo many activities!!!i'm so so excited!!!realli cant wait for all the events... although $$$ will be spent...*alot will be*but it will damn damn loads of fun lah...i'm realli waiting for it...going to get some items in my wish-list...going to fufill my wishes!!!!!yay!!!!!these are the events that will be
Thursday, June 05, 2008
hi everyone... it's time for story time...i'm going to tell u all some stories...haha...i'm now in the FYPJ lab...heard many many things after i came back...2 days alot of things happen sia... alot of things happen on this issue..it's on the issue of MS "Super Glue"....i will start the story from scratch...there is this girl who sits next to my frend...this person is always sooOOOoooo Sticky...everywhere my frend go she will damn damn follow!!!it's realli lyke a stalker...den this person is very very RUDE!!!!i tok to the person... she would just giggle n keep quiet...den she would just take my thing and nv say pls or thanks...she is damn uncourteous....nv see someone lyke her...she is lyke someone who is auptistic... *think spell correctly...*den she keep looking at us when we tok...lyke observing us lah... realli annoying...den today we went to lunch w/o her...it was a feat cos we had to run and hide...but we decided not to run from the fact liao...we actually showed her we go lunch together...and i think she got our point..hopefully she wont keep following my frend...NOW!!!i got 3 dumb pple playing UNO beside me...damn noisy and annoying lah... the 3 pple are King Kong, Paul Onehill n Orang Utan...so noisy lah!!! they play nobody's business lah...tok so loud and play lyke they are doing nothing wrong...they play until Orang Utan fell asleep...walau...so damn funny...now i'm realli very happy cos the problem assigned to me is.....SOLVED!!!!i think cos it's actually illogical...so tiffany ask me to leave it alone...haha... now i'm damn sian cos i have a damn stomach ache...den i'm lyke damn lethargic and tired... going home in 1 hour and 15 mins...hope to be able to do new things le...haha... Ms yarny is here...dun wanna blog le... take kare everyone...LOVE U ALL!!!!!!
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
hi everyone!!!
i'm back into blogging...
i'm also back in school after 2 days of MC....
feeeeeels so distant and away from everyone...
everyone has things that i dunno or dun understand...
haix...
i'm realli realli lost and emotional...
dunno why but feel so emo...
i keep feeling so so low and down....
probably becos i feel so distant ba...
and also that i still cant solve the prob...
Tiffany ask me to try n solve it by this week...
i'm damn DUMB lah... still cant solve...
it's so so irritating...
dunno why but i just cant seem to noe where is the prob...
i dunno why but i just dunno where it is...
probably it's becos i'm dumb bah....
i sometimes feel am i realli close to anyone??
cos it seems lyke it's just a name u call me...
but it doesn't seem lyke i exist...
cos anything that happens...
i'm always one of the last pple to noe...
i'm always someone that u will not confide in...
probably u feel i pressurize u bah...
probably i'm someone u dun dare to tok to....
or probably i'm someone u dun trust...
or probably i'm just an ignorant person...
probably i'm just someone u dun lyke...
there's too many possibilities le...
mebbe i'm just someone that nobody trusts bah...
haix...
i'm realli realli affected by wad u did....
probably i'm just too sensitive...
probably i'm right... i am annoying....
or mebbe i'm just stoopid that pple dun lyk me...
haix... think i realli am dumb...
realli realli feel so so bored at FYPJ...
probably it's becos i'm dumb...
that i dun even noe how to debug...
haix...
i realli dunno why i am so dumb...
during the 2 days i am on mc...
keep watching the show:
"Yuan Lai Wo Bu Shuai"
realli love this show...
cos got lin jun jie...
and i also like the storyline...
it very well explains me...
being the role in lin jun jie...
as a not even good looking guy...
but always hoping for a relationship...
den treating pple very very nice..
even to the extend of being selfless...
haha... tat's me bah...
i realli feel personally i'm dumb...
but wad can i do??
haix... probably it's just my character bah...
tat's why everyone dun realli treat me close
as much as i treat the person...
haix...
hey everyone...
wanna ask u all to tag me abt something...
a lot of my class pple say i look lyke nicky lee...
pls tag me to tell me how u feel abt it...
whether i look lyke him or not...
thanks!!!
*the pic is above...
Sunday, June 01, 2008
hey everyone... i'm back!!!!haha... just to let everyone noe i'm good to go again...i'm over the sad part le... no more emo le... i'm high again!!!it's time to update abt my life...FRI:met leonard at 845 at somerset mrt...hehe... i wasn't late hor...den went to ST Asset Management for meeting...had a full 3 hours meeting...so hiong sia...pple in the meeting were: NYP: ms Yarny, Tiffany, Leonard n MeSTAM: Esther, Sam and wei mingit was realli fun to experience a meeting for so long...it's great to see ms yarny fighting over something too...lol....overall it was nice and miss yarny treated us lunch...haha...den she drove me n leonard back to NYP...the rest of the afternoon was slack time... haha...Saturday:woke up in the morning and had to do some stuffs...den went to meet the rest of the gang at bugis...Peeps involved:Samantha, Clement, Yixian, Xin Xian, Kenny, Xun hang, Ryan, Jian Da and mEwent to shop at bugis while it's raining...shop at bugis BHG, Parco, bugis street, OG n sim lim square...i got quite a few items lyke:Levis tee, earpiece, slim tie and etc...haha... den we wanted to to go chomp chomp for dinner...but in the end settled it at S11 of serangoon...eat "zhu chao" and it was quite cheap lah...Sunday: first of all i wanna say Happy Birthday JASONtoday is the bdae of my younger bro...he's 13 yrs old now... 7 yrs younger den me..realli got age gap... wahahaha..den woke up at arnd 10 plus...bath and prepare go out..first went to AMK...ate at the newly renovated hawker centre..den went to scout for PSP...as mum wanna buy for my bro..as his bdae pressie and studies...he actually scored No. 1 for maths in the sec 1 cohort... realli impressive... he also scored quite well overall... happy for him...den went to this shop that sell a package for 348...with everything and can buy minty green...so in the end... we bought the minty green de...he damn happy lorx..den went to vivo and met my cousin, francis....den we shop arnd and ate carl's junior for dinner...i also bought quite some things today...mostly not paid by mE... hehe....going to stop here...very lazy to type le...hope everyone enjoyed the weekend...school tmr... haix...damn not looking forward for it...haix... kaes... Tudoss everyone!!!!
