Wednesday, June 04, 2008
hi everyone!!!
i'm back into blogging...
i'm also back in school after 2 days of MC....
feeeeeels so distant and away from everyone...
everyone has things that i dunno or dun understand...
haix...
i'm realli realli lost and emotional...
dunno why but feel so emo...
i keep feeling so so low and down....
probably becos i feel so distant ba...
and also that i still cant solve the prob...
Tiffany ask me to try n solve it by this week...
i'm damn DUMB lah... still cant solve...
it's so so irritating...
dunno why but i just cant seem to noe where is the prob...
i dunno why but i just dunno where it is...
probably it's becos i'm dumb bah....
i sometimes feel am i realli close to anyone??
cos it seems lyke it's just a name u call me...
but it doesn't seem lyke i exist...
cos anything that happens...
i'm always one of the last pple to noe...
i'm always someone that u will not confide in...
probably u feel i pressurize u bah...
probably i'm someone u dun dare to tok to....
or probably i'm someone u dun trust...
or probably i'm just an ignorant person...
probably i'm just someone u dun lyke...
there's too many possibilities le...
mebbe i'm just someone that nobody trusts bah...
haix...
i'm realli realli affected by wad u did....
probably i'm just too sensitive...
probably i'm right... i am annoying....
or mebbe i'm just stoopid that pple dun lyk me...
haix... think i realli am dumb...
realli realli feel so so bored at FYPJ...
probably it's becos i'm dumb...
that i dun even noe how to debug...
haix...
i realli dunno why i am so dumb...
during the 2 days i am on mc...
keep watching the show:
"Yuan Lai Wo Bu Shuai"
realli love this show...
cos got lin jun jie...
and i also like the storyline...
it very well explains me...
being the role in lin jun jie...
as a not even good looking guy...
but always hoping for a relationship...
den treating pple very very nice..
even to the extend of being selfless...
haha... tat's me bah...
i realli feel personally i'm dumb...
but wad can i do??
haix... probably it's just my character bah...
tat's why everyone dun realli treat me close
as much as i treat the person...
haix...
hey everyone...
wanna ask u all to tag me abt something...
a lot of my class pple say i look lyke nicky lee...
pls tag me to tell me how u feel abt it...
whether i look lyke him or not...
thanks!!!
*the pic is above...