=my Hates!!!=
`Lyres
`cheaTers
`irritAting ppLe
`hypocritEs
`pple who kup my calls
`pple with no manners
`pple who doesn't contributes and wait for free lunch
`pple who criticise but they themselves are WEAK and also USELESS!!!!!
=WISH-LIST=
`mOrE new cLoThEs
`Everlast jacket
`Fossil watch
`More top man jersey
`New lappie(Sony Vaio) `Samsung K3
`A special someONE
`New fitting jeans
`Leather Bag
`New Bed
`New Sony Ericsson Phone: C902
`A Special Ring
`New Shoes
`Havaianas slipper
`NUM party tank `berms from messy's short series `crocs hp holder[croc o dial] `billabong bag
hi everyone... here to blog again... dunno why just feel lyke blogging... probably cos my mind is in a mess bah...
dunno why i'm feeling lyke that... i feel the feelings of : loneliness- not with no one arnd but just feel alone sadness - probably becos wad i've done has not shown results... uselessness- becos i cant even do my work well and someone sort of told me off abt it dumbness - probably i'm the most dumbest person ever
these are abt all the feelings i'm feeling... some i feel but dunno how to express or write it down... i'm realli very very tired now... both physically and mentally... but damn damn tired for mentally... i just think i need some time alone... probably just be with someone i can tok to.... and just let go of all my emotions... dunno who is the person i need... i noe some of u will automatically open ur ears... *THANKS.... but i'm just scared that i will need someone whom i can be veri open... and i myself dun even noe who that person is... haix....
just feeling damn confuse and also vexed... probably it's a feeling i've gone thru... but now it's stronger... i'm realli tired... TIRED!!!!! LETHARGIC!!!!! SIANZ!!!!!! just wanna SHOUT!!!!!!!!
sorry for a "bo liao" and grumpy post... just needed to get some things out... sorry for those who read it and finds it's dumb and boring... just need to get my emotions out... i'm going mad and crazy as the days goes by.... am realli scared i may breakdown one day.... haix...
