=my Hates!!!=
`Lyres
`cheaTers
`irritAting ppLe
`hypocritEs
`pple who kup my calls
`pple with no manners
`pple who doesn't contributes and wait for free lunch
`pple who criticise but they themselves are WEAK and also USELESS!!!!!
=WISH-LIST=
`mOrE new cLoThEs
`Everlast jacket
`Fossil watch
`More top man jersey
`New lappie(Sony Vaio) `Samsung K3
`A special someONE
`New fitting jeans
`Leather Bag
`New Bed
`New Sony Ericsson Phone: C902
`A Special Ring
`New Shoes
`Havaianas slipper
`NUM party tank `berms from messy's short series `crocs hp holder[croc o dial] `billabong bag
arlow everyone... i'm here to blog again... wasn't in school ystd cos was sick... had bad headache with a bit of feeling giddy.... probably due to amt of stress bah...
today came back to school... decided to face all the things happily... but i dun think i can do it... i'm realli realli crumbling now... i'm realli falling apart liao.... too much stress ler..... from many things... i'm realli realli tired and exhausted..... i'm not sleeping well every night now... cos i'm realli bogged down by many many things... i realli think i'm going MAD already....
STRESS is reallii killing me... i realli am being torn apart... alot of things are happening to mi and arnd me... i'm realli realli thinking it's getting out of hand..... haiz.... i dun wanna tok to anyone abt everything cos.... i dun wanna burden anyone with my things.... i realli think i'm going to suffer a nervous breakdown lerhx.... alot of things are going thru my mind everyday... i'm realli going to go berserk.... haiz....
why cant i have someone by my side now... someone whom i can tok and nv find me a burden or bother... and why cant i have someone to share this time with?? probably i'm realli someone who doesn't deserve anyone bah.... i realli am hoping for THAT SOMEONE to come and share my life... cos i realli dun think i can hold the fort myself.... my fort is going to be torn down soon.... VERY SOON..... haiz... am i realli so loathesome... hmmmm......
okaes.... enuff of complaining and gibberish... shld start to do my work le.... take kare all.....
@kelkel signing off@ dunno when i will return to my old self.... =(